[excerpted from http://www.cris.com/~Amon1/satanism/watcher7.txt 
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	HELL
             By Anton Long, Order of Nine Angles (England)

I shall be honest - Satanism has been hijacked.  By posers, by
pseudo-intellectuals and by gutless weaklings who like the glamour
and danger associated with it in the public mind but who do not 
have the guts to be evil - to do dark deeds.

These modern days so-called 'satanists' are really Nazarene scum in
disguise - worms in dead snake-skin.  They prattle on about 'morality',
puff themselves up with titles and perform verbal and intellectual
gymnastics.  They think being Satanic involves calling yourself a 
Satanist and dressing up like Dracula or Mephistopheles or a vamp.

Well, I am sick of these imposters.  Those who get a thrill from
playing the role but who never actually do anything evil, who never
go to the extremes, who never stand on the edge - or climb down to 
the darkness of the pit of Hell.  Those who have never experienced 
the limits of themselves in love, in war, in living - these 
weaklings trying so hard to impress.

What, then, is real Satanism all about?  First, it is about 
rebellion - against the conformity of the present.  And I mean a real
rebel, a real outlaw - someone who cuts a dash, who has charisma,
whose very presence makes others uneasy (and who does not have to wear
some stupid 'costume' to do this).  Second - try something to see if 
you get away with it.  If not - tough, you failed.  There are plenty 
of others...  If you succeed, try again, until you know your limits.  
Choose a good cause, or a bad one or no cause at all, and really live, 
intoxicating yourself with life, danger, achievement.  Do not rest and 
never be afraid to face the possibility of death.  But in all that you 
do be honourable - to yourself.  Carry this honour with you everywhere 
like a favourite concealed weapon.

Third, learn from your experience - like you would learn from a 
'bad' woman (or man) in your youth when sex was still something of a
mystery.  A real Satanist does not often do magick - they are magick
by the very nature of their dynamic, zestful existence.  It is 
experience which teaches, from which you learn - you cannot learn 
Satanism from books (although some may guide you aright to begin with), 
it cannot be taught by 'Masters' and never involves cosy little 
discussions with 'friends' or others.  Anyone who accepts a 'Master' 
and grovels before them - however slight that grovelling may be - is 
not a Satanist, just a sucker who sucks.  Accepting some 'authority' 
is a sign you are weak:  a sign you need emotional crutches:  a sign 
you are a whimp.

So, get off your arse, you suckers, and make Satan proud.  Learn to
do evil.

What is evil?  All that restricts life - all that tries to constrain 
the possibilities.  Doing evil means breaking these restrictions and 
constraints - and taking the consequences of your actions.  Just do -
just discover, just smash the chains that hold most others in thrall,
and never bow down to anyone about anything:  smash them first, or die
rather than submit.  That way, you will learn how to live - and laugh 
at the weak.

Of course this is dangerous - for others, and yourself!  Satanism
was never easy - or for whimps.

See you in Hell!

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excerpted from "The Watcher", May 1991CE, Issue No.  7
originally edited by:
                              Graeme Wilson
                              P.O. Box 38-262
                              Petone
                              Wellington
                              New Zealand

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